1) Because I have an "all about you book" and I did a bunch of handwriting samples and one of them was: 'this is my friend's imitation of my handwriting.' and I didn't have anybody to sign it.
2)I got an "you're lucky if chain letter" and the first one was 'you're lucky if you're healthy.' and it rememinded me that I was unlucky. Why was it the first one???
3) Because I had a dream last night that my mom sent out these "Secret admirer" cards to the people we liked and had relaionships with and she had no one to send mine to. And the truely scary part was: I could see that happening.
4) I live SO FAR away from my awesome family!!
5) I get scared and sad & lonely much more than I should
6) Because I'm sick I become the one in the family that no one talks about. I have to live through this Hell and my cousins don't even know! How is that fair????
7) I CAN'T GO TO CALIFORNIA FOR MY GRANDAD'S BIRTHDAY!!!! WAH!!! WHY I LOVE MY LIFE 1) I'm alive
2) I have a lot of people that care that I'm alive
3) I DO have guys I really, really love and worst case scenario: I call Andy or Artie or Erik on Valentines Day.
4) I love my family & I have a great one. Last year I told my friends my uncle Larry & Grandad were coming & they felt bad for me & I said "no, no, it's a good thing!!" It's the best thing, few people are that lucky.
5) I've never gone hungry, I've never been poor and I've never been abused
6) Dad went to California (and even though I couldn't go!) he broought a whole bunch of CFS stuff that I worked HARD on to show relatives to explain why I'm sick. I was glad he did that.
7) I couldn't go to California, but the only reason I wanted to go to California is because I adore my family so very much! I called my Grandad and he said he loves me. And I know he really, really does,
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